Relationship advice : January

Get these 3 main things together before starting a relationship : ( male and female)

*Financial State******Get your finances in order!! make sure your alright . nobody wants someone that can’t even do for themselves … would you benefit someone else?

*Emotional state******* Make sure your loving yourself first , clear your future of the past bullshit , keep it in the past .work on issues and fix them so you dont bring it in the next relationship .

*Physical state***** yes physical , no one is going to take care of your body but you ! if you have medical needs that need to be worked on (AKA high blood pressure etc … learn ways to take charge and control it if you can …It will allow you to set priorities in life only have on physical life .So take care of yourself hun !

Horny MILF neighbor Roleplay

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I got dressed in a black satin button up , my large G size breasts having a hard time containing themselves between buttons and inside my black satin bra .my pencil skirt hugs my curves just right to extenuate my 43 inch hip ratio and 30 inch waist.I ran my hand down the side of my body the feel of the shirt was like pure silk so soft my hands ran like water down it  till it reached my birthing hips and thighs.I put on black pumps and ran to the bathroom to check my make up and gave myself a little naughty smile as I saw my reflection …OHHH I looked naughty today.


I sat down on the bed in front of the computer and I turned on my webcam .I was live and this is one of my shows from that day…

The ding signaled I was no longer in free chat and now in a private with my member

User #1: I have a fantasy ..would you be my  horny MILF neighbor ?

me: yes hun , you ready ?

(this is a member I have played with many times, in fact he requested I put this on my blog know who you are and here is your fantasy again )

User: (knocking on door )

me: Hi can I help you?

User: yah my car broke down in the parking lot and I was wondering if I could use your phone ?

me: sure of course come on in

user: thanks, Im your neighbor down the hall, wow your really pretty

me: thank you hun , would you like to have a seat on the couch ? ( i point to the side of my bed)

user: yes thank you

me : can I sit by you ? ( with a flirty smile and my sultry voice)

user:yes of course its your place

me:I try to be a good neighbor but I have to admit your really hot, do you like older woman ?

user: oh yes

me oh really ? :can I put my hand right here? (like im rubbing on   his leg )

user: this is making me hard

me: its making me wet..look…….. see………, (i pull up my skirt a little and  slide my panties to the side to show him ) you can touch me if you like…..

user:I want to fuck you hard..give you this young cock.

me: ( i pull my panties off under my skirt and lift my skirt up over my hips )I get all the way on the bed and have my ass sitting on my feet like I am on top of him ) I am so horny for some young cock right now.. (I grab a dildo and rub it against my pussy ) you feel how wet it is ? stick it in my mature pussy

user: let me see baby (he referenced a better camera angle)

me : ( I move the camera down a little bit so its a closer view of my lips opening up  and wrapping around the realist looking dildo ..i start to moan as the pressure is inserted deeper and deeper ……) Yes give me that cock, use that pussy ..yes dont stop ( I continue to moan and I start to take it out and back in faster and faster )I haven’t been fucked in so long.( and started to moan again )

user: ride me baby

me: (I move the camera back so he can see my whole body …….. I start bouncing as my body lubricates the toy ) my heavy boobs about the bust out the shirt and bra from the ride)

user: yes let the those girls out I want to feed on them

Me: (unbuttons the middle buttons to expose my large chest that have now bounced out of my bra..I grab them with both of my hands and squeeze lightly and leaned to the camera even closer ) ohhhh yes suck them good..let me feed you till you cum .

(I continue to moan and bounce up and down over and over again  till he responded )

user: thank you baby your the best ..I came so hard.

me: (smiling ) anytime hun (and i blew him a kiss)


He logged off and I put my clothes back on and entered back into free chat.There he was again and had a simple request in free chat.

User: Merrae can you put the  show we just did on your blog ?

Me : yes hun I will.






user # 1 white Female cop searching for black cock

(dinged into a private show online )

User: I have a fantasy I would like you to do with me

me: ok hun what is it

User: since you have that cop uniform on I want  you to be a Chicago cop cause that is  where I am from and I want you to be a slutty aggressive officer and you go out on patrol every night looking for black cocks to fuck .

Me: you ready for your show hun?

User:: ohhh yahhh

Me:( I stand up and walk away from the camera so he can see my large 43 inch hip ratio … just to turn around and walk towards him and lean towards to the camera ..I am  imagining I am leaning into the window of his car ) Licesence and registration .

User: what seems to be the problem ?

Me:YOU KNOW WHAT ! get out of the car , walk towards the back of my squad car. NOW!

User: sure officer anything you say

ME: ( reenact me pushing up tightly behind him ) spread your legs . Let me feel for a few things .( I pretend to be patting his calves , then thighs….then reach right for his growing) WHAT IS THAT ?!

User: thats my JUNK

me: get in the back of my car NOW!

User: what?what did I do ?

Me: I will teach you about talking back to AN OFFICER OF THE LAW(  I pretend to push him in the back of the squad car with him laying on his back  and rip  down his pants )

user:  what are you doing?


user: yes mam

me: I LOVE FUCKING BLACK MEN WHILE IM ON DUTY..USING YOU GUYS ..TAKING ADVANTAGE OF YOU..TAKING ALL THE POWER AWAY FROM YOU.I SWEAR IF YOU TELL ANYONE WHAT I HAVE DONE TONIGHT ,I WILL LOCK YOU UP FOR GOOD.(I take my panties off under my short skirt uniform and spread my thighs over my black torso doll, He sees my wet pussy touch the tip of the black cock ..I slide slowly all the way down to the shaft )

user:i wont say anything , to anyone

ME: NOW FUCK ME LIKE THE SLUT COP YOU NOW KNOW I AM !FUCK ME WITH THAT HARD STEEL BLACK COCK ( I start riding the cock so hard my titties starting bouncing out of my uniform …my toy was getting so wet between my thighs ..moaning in pleasure) YES! GIVE ME ALL THE BLACK DICK!

(I slide off the black toy and turn around so that my large ass is facing him in reverse cowgirl position…and slide back on the huge black toy)


USER: Oh yes ..your going to make me cum …I am about to get you pregnant

( I slap my heavy ass back and forth and back and forth moaning louder and loader over and over till i hear him type again)

User: I came so hard all over that big white ass thank you (few seconds later he logged off )


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see you soon Merrae Day.



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November Relationship Advice

would you like to cut your woman’s nagging/complaining down 80%?

Men……………. listen……………just listen to what she always complains about ….you might already know … can you change it easily ? or with a little effort you can do it?if its in reason..just try it for a month..the top 3 things she is always on you for ..Tell her your going to really try that month and actively do it.

Same for you ladies ..if you know the complaining is coming heavily from him ..find his top 3 things  and actively  try to correct it if its in reason .

Cuckold simple as black and White?

This request is always fun to do and surprised how many white men enjoy this and how many black men request it as well.

( I will be reenacting a real webcam show I did…. last cuckold role play show actually)


I had been online for a hour at most ..when I had a member ask me in free chat if I did cuckold role play and if I had a black toy to use. I responded with “yes” and he took me into private (paid show)


User: Ok I want to role play that you are my wife and we rented a hotel room and you get some black bulls to come back to our room after the club closes to use you.I just want to be watching and I will clean you up afterwards.

Me: ok hun let me get dressed up real slutty and go get me some black men to fuck.

(I started to change in front of the webcam ..I put on a light turquoise tube dress that showed off my size G breasts and my waist and 43 inch hips/ booty.I ran my hands slowly from my breast to my hips on both side …looking at the camera with intense slutty sex appeal ,biting my lower lip at the same time)

User: thats hot baby, those black guys are going to crazy for that big ass and big white titties …You have any  tan stockings?

Me: I cant wait to fuck these black guys in front of you hun…yes let me get those stocking

(I grab a large box of nylon stockings/pantyhose/bodysuits …need to stocked up with nylon which is a whole other fetish I will do later…..I grab tan stockings out of the box )

Me: watch me baby get ready to be used by these black men .(I sit on the bed and allow him to watch me slowly put on my tan stockings first the left foot .. pointing my toes as I slip the nylon over my heel and then over my calf till it rides all the way up to my thick warm thighs, I repeat that process on the right leg ..I grab some slutty high heels and slide them over my nylon feet) Im going to have fun hun I will be back later with some huge black cocks

User:  yes darling

Me:(leaving off cam for 5 seconds…I return  with  my black torso doll and a black dildo) HUNNY IMMMMM BBAAAACCKKK

User: yes Im so hard

Me: you just sit back and watch us….i want these black men to use your slutty white wife.

User: I want to clean you up after they cum all inside you with my tongue

Me: ( i put the doll on my bed and I start to straddle the torso doll and spitting on the dildo in my hand till its dripping wet ..I pull my panties under my tube dress to the side and slide on top of the large black cock all the while I am sliding the other toy into my mouth ..I moan over and over and over again sucking and riding with rhythmic   strokes  ) YES Fuck me !!! fuck me harder than my husband ..use his wife!!

User: precum is already dripping ..those big cocks are going crazy for you .

Me: (I turn over so he can see my big ass clapping against the black cock … hear the slapping as I go up and down and up and down ..over and over again .)

user:Oh shit I came everywhere

me: clean me up too..they both came deep in your wife

user: yes baby …….wow …..that was so much fun. See you later have to get back to work.


He logged off.


I often wondered if this  fantasy is based on the myth that black mean are larger than white men. Its been my experience (from many cam to cam interaction over the years that white men and black men tend to be the same size …. but I have notice  that a smaller majority of white men are either extremely bigger than any ethnicity I have ever seen ..yes I am saying that the top 3 largest penises I have seen on webcam have been white men….But I am also saying the smallest penises I have ever seen have been white men (and a few  Arab men ) but those men typically want me to do SPH (small penis humiliation )..

So in conclusion from my observations over the years.. Black men seem to keep a more consistent size of around 7-10 inches in average .


Im sure the fantasy is a little different for everyone ..what one likes the next person doesn’t ….but it sure is fun to role play .


User# 1 Stepmother Fantasy

One of my biggest requests online..and fantasy role play (which I have tons of   this stories  ) Is stepmother role play. I’m a webcam model in my 30’s so of course I  am ideal for MILF like fantasies . I am not complaining . I enjoy role play and this one is always hot and steamy .

What you are about to read was a real life online show between a paying member and myself.

I just got ready for my day,picked out my outfit a sexy thigh length pink satin robe .It felt  so smooth against my tan lines.My  clear 6 inch heels  made my pedicured feet shiny and smooth  against the webcam lights ….. I had my long blonde hair up in a loose bun .

I logged into my account and talked to a few members in free chat . One member was interested if I did step mother role play … (the site I work for strictly doesn’t allow us to do incense role play )

“oh yes hun ….” I say right away . “Its one of my top role play requests.”….a few seconds later the ding of my new private show is about to start .

User: hi … can we play  that you came into my room and caught me smelling your panties ?

me : ok naughty boy …… (and immediately go into character ) WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN MY ROOM !

user: im so embarrassed, I wont do it again .


user: im so hard , Im sorry .

ME: LET ME SEE ..YOUR JOKING!….YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF  ! ( i play out like im looking at it  and pleasantly surprised with a smile when i see it )WOW YOUR SO BIG .. YOUR BIGGER THAN YOUR FATHER.

user:  i dont know what to do with it

Me: let me help you with that…would like to smell the panties I have on right now? ( with a naughty smile on my face )

user: yes please:

me: smell it ( i act like im grabbing the back of his head and pulling his head gentle between my legs and i tilt my head back )

user: it smells so good

me: go ahead and let me feel that young tongue on my panties ( I start rubbing the panties with my fingers) get them wet hun a good boy for your stepmom .

user: can i get inside it ?

me: can you keep a secret? ( i put my index finger up to my lips to motion him to stay quite) shhhhhhhh….

user: yes ma’am Ill be a good boy

me:pull my panties off then ( i pull them off slowly, so he can visualize every inch of my mature thighs and every drop of   the  wetness in between them )

user: ohhh. ive been waiting so long for this .. I have been jerking off to you every night teasing me with your tight shirts and your short skirts when you bend over

me; come here baby, feel me ( I spread my juicy thighs open and grab a dildo and insert it slowly and moan from the hard pressure and the spread of my love)

User: faster I want to cum in you PLEASE1 i want to get you pregnant , dads going to be so mad

me: YOUR YOUNG COCK FEELS SO GOOD ! ( I scream it and move it faster then faster over and over again moaning loader with each inch inside me …I repeat this for a few minutes till he feels he has given it all he could )

User : im cumming !!

me : get your step mom pregnant  ( i moan and give it a few more stokes with my toy)

user : wow i just came everywhere (then he tipped me 10 dollars )

me : thank you baby,

user: thank you i will be back


He logged off …and I continued my day online .



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user # 1 Macrophilia Fantasy (aka giantesses) Role-playing a Female Giant…

Before I start this true story and his fetish .It was webcam that introduced me to so many fetishes that men/woman/couples have . Im grateful for the opportunity to have  people express themselves with me and their desires. This particular fantasy is always fun for me to role play….. with no future ado come into my room and explore the world of giantesses ………..


The ding came in around 5:50pm my time and it had been a slower than usual hour so that sound of an online private made me happy. What I was about to be told I would have not imagined was a fantasy.


User: hello my name is ******* and I have a strange request , so please let me know if you can do it .

Me : (thinking to myself oh this is going to interesting) sure hun tell me .( I smile in the cam and lean back to wait for the responds of the user.i brushed the long blonde hair back and forth on my back slowly)

User: ok so my fantasy is your a giant and not only that I want you to crush stuff with your huge feet and other body parts..and at the very end will you pretend to pick me up and eat me  …can you do that?

Me: yes hun i will be your giant (my brain starting thinking of how do I pull this off and then it just came to me …. I moved the camera to the floor  and tilted my webcam up and I stood over it ….. I begun to walk back and  forth..I looked enormous !!!!!!!!!!

user: wow yes !

Me: (in my head for some reason I was in a fairy tale and i was about to crush a village ..don’t ask me why..but its always a village I think of first when I think of a a low tone I say ) IM ABOUT TO CRUSH THIS CITY AND IM SURE HUNGRY FOR SOME TASTY MEN ( I rub my large gigantic stomach… circular motion and lick my larger than life lips  )

user : do you have anything to crush ? I will wait ..the more noise the better cause i love the sound that bones might be crunching underneath you ,

me:(in my low voice for the rest of this private show ) YES… LET ME GET THEM( I had to be out of view to retrieve some items for just about one minute …but I came back with …small boxes .. empty soda tomato  and gummy bear..I showed him my items  )

User: your turning me on so much  I can barely stand it

me:( sets down  3 empty Pepsi cans  on the ground )I AM ABOUT TO CRUSH ALL OF YOU LITTLE TINY VILLAGE PEOPLE WITH MY HUGE BODY. (I raise my foot what looks like it  was high enough to crush a skyscraper and down it went like I weighed 1 millions pounds, the soda can crunched like  the hundreds of bones in a human body .snapping ,cracking under the giants goddesses feet ) YES I WILL CRUSH YOU ALL.. ( and smashed another one)

USER: DO IT AGAIN ..WOW…that sound and visual .

ME:  ( I put a towel down and  I put another can of soda on the ground with the can upside down for no sharp edges  as well as the tomato ,  I turn around so that my ass which appears to be larger that an NFL stadium bend down towards the ground , I let my feet go forward and allow the heavy weight of the  giantesses ass destroy and crush anything underneath it ….. the sound of cracking and the sound of  gushing to add to the effect would turn him on so much …I got up and he saw the juices dripping from my giant ass ) NO ONE CAN HANDLE ALL THIS ! I’M BIGGER AND MORE POWERFUL  THAN YOU …YOU ARE POWERLESS TO ME !

user:  yes yes that its i cant hold it anymore i’m going to cum please eat me ..

me : ( i pull out a gummy bear and shape it real fast , I grab my camera as well as if he is being picked up and I have him traveling up my large body , pretending his is trying to wiggle out my giant hands ) DON’T YOU TRY TO ESCAPE I NEED TO EAT MY DELICIOUS HUMANS AND YOU LOOK TASTY .( I make it a slow process to travel all the way up my body  over the largest canal…..then the flat lands till he traveled over the large mountains.. till he  could feel the warmth of my  giant open  mouth . I opened really wide as if i’m about to swallow him .He can see my mouth and any imperfection in my teeth..I insert the deformed  gummy bear in my mouth ..  He can see the details of it being destroyed and grinding in my teeth ..all the while crushing the small cardboard box out of his site  .. the visual fades to pure black   as the webcam  zooms to the back of the throat .

User : I came so hard , I will be back .thank you .


He logs off  and I did as well . I took a quick  shower  before I went back online for the night , preposition my camera ,cleaned up and logged back on .  Needless to stay …he was a repeated customer for over a year. Those role plays are fun and creative. I sometimes need to take a shower after all the things I crush with my body and for other reasons as well  .

If you enjoyed my story on this fetish . I have more of this particular fetish  to share .Leave a comment .



user # 1 pleasing the woman

the private ding came into my room online …signaling I had a member ready to play


user : hello

me: hi hun how are you?

user:im good now

(i smile and thank him for the compliment )

me:what are you in the mood for ?I will please you anyway I can

user: I really just want to please you (instant turn on for me .I can feel my body reacting to that sentence alone )

me : would you like me to get my toys?

user: only if you want

me: (reaching for my vibrator ..i turn it on and seduce him with it by placing it next to every body part i reveal to him tan thighs rubbing lighty against the vibration till it lands in the inner core of my southern lips) you like that?

user: wow yes !

me: (i start playing with me large chest …first squeezing them hard while rocking back and forth on my toy…i squeeze my warm big chest together and start licking my left nipple with my warm wet mouth ……..a few minutes later after intense rubbing and repeating the cycles of making love to myself………….)im ready to cum all over you!!!!!! (im screaming and moaning )

user:   do it baby Im ready too

Me: ( I burst with sensations running down the thigh….followed by complete exhaustion ) ohhh my god hun..thank you !!!!!

user: thank you hun, your the best thanks for the show.

he logged of private chat…..i logged off too..simple to take a break and recharge my body for the next show…sometimes it amazes me that I get paid to please myself …not complaining at all with those shows .